Days of Depression

Their Back…

Why do these images haunt me? I’ve been walking forward and now they just tap me on the shoulder and kick me to the ground. Why can’t they stay away? I can never get a moment of peace. Something will always linger above my conscience, like when cartoons on the TV get punched in the face and have stars around their head spinning in circles like my psychotic mind. Intrusive thoughts are breaking me, I thought I was getting better…I was wrong


Unofficial GOOD Goodbye

Dear Readers of this blog, 

I have been doing extremely well in my treatment. I’m now pretty stable. It has taken me two years to get to this state of mind. I’ve learned that it’s possible. I learned to try to focus on the light instead of the darkness. I believe that all of you can do this. I have faith in each and everyone of you that you can get better. It takes a lot of hard work, but it is worth it. This doesn’t mean that my depression is cured or my intrusive thoughts. I still deal with those things, but I’ve learned to cope. I just want to give a big thank you to all of my followers and the kind people who have supported me and even have reached out to me and messaged me throughout my struggles. I will always be grateful towards those who have appreciated my writing. Just for now this is goodbye, but a very positive one. I’m going to continue to move forward in my life and try to capture each of those precious moments that come my way. I thank you all again from the bottom of my heart. Keep your head up and stay strong. Continue to persevere.